Monday, February 23, 2009
i admit that i'm wrong this timebut you should have hear what came out of your mouth?
why will i wanna give myself the chance to forgive you,
when you hurt me every single time i told myself to.
i'm stress and tired of this foolish game of mine.
every time i looked at you, a knife stab hard and sharp into my heart.
i felt like crying every time you speak to me and every time you walked right passed me.
Do you know how that feels?
have you try it before?
i really cant stand this anymore.
Who was the one who slap me when i was only 8?
Who was the one who asked me to join this and that and complained about it now?
Who was the one not knowing what my dislike food is?
Who.
You told me once that i dont have to care how you look at me,
but i cant, because you are my...
how can i not care, do you understand?
I dont feel like talking to you, looking at you.
you can never understand.
7:31 AM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
due to my stupid finger and also partially david's fault.
i DELETED my whole blog.
i mean everything in my blog plus my 58 post. i spend hours and minutes perfecting it and i end up deleting it. *sob*
6:19 AM